Occupied!!!

[sure]

I always have the impression my mother's occupied halve of my body! -as if she would be very interested in it, the young body, her shadow occupied it - and my face. It's as if she tries to breath with the face, takes my breath away. That narrowness.
(my father again had become sick in these parts of his body as if there's no-one there).
It's also as if she couldn't enter my soul - has no access to it, she tries via the tongue to enter - as I try it via the talking.
Also my handwriting has changed: As if she would write (about) me/it. It has been that beautiful, that even a professor commented it! - what she knows....has she written about it?Talked about it to someone else, so that it's off?
C.

[NataEames]

Could you clarify please? This sounds like something Ive heard of but i cant completely understand

[sure]

lately i discovered that i love and miss my mum all over - it is just that i use(d) to think she likes me brother more - he's the 2.child for sure, whereas I'm the big, blond nude whom the father shouts in the head since 'they' carried him from the soccer-field (an accident that hurted him alot on my 2.birthday). Obviously she tried to enter 

[NataEames]

I think either I or you should see a shrink - none of what youre writing sounds right. I hope things get better for you.

Nata Eames

[sure]

 

deep source-analyse

[sure]

In my region they still occupy.
They do it physically.
e.g. a regional officer occupied my breast.
that i never feel again, nor listen to my heart.

sure

[SWM]

I cant imagine what that must be like to have someone occupy the breast such that the sound and feeling of the heart is no more.

[gone]

A ha.. this could explain this picture.
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150235340140145&set=t.185732899705
it's from the museum of poor art and is pure comedy but this picture now it seems may have significance in bullshit beliefs.. No one can occupy your body whatever religion. It is religion that is occupying your mind, note: your mind not your body.

[SWM]

could it be possible for somebodies heart to be broken?

[sure]

my body belongs me


Hi SWM. Yeah. My father's heart is broken: He and 3 other people feel so much after me, that I say I'm occupied.

A drug addict who doesn't stand to me.
The father who says I'm just a handicapped, but once experienced how nice it is with me.
The mother who s*s
and a big stalker.
those people try to be friends, but they sort of want that so much, that i can't. I feel I'm occupied.

have you ever tried Kalium and Magnesium for the heart ? It's very nice and helps to discover this.

For example: My father, he drinks lots of alcohol for to become brave. Therefore, he uses to punch his ass together) - And Me, I constantly punched the cheeks together. WHICH HURTS VERY MUCH AND WHICH I DON'T WANT ANYMORE. SINCE THEN, I'M AWARE OF MY FATHER (AND HIS) ASS.
with his ass he occupied my cheeks. We punch them together. and that's it. One wants to escape, and the whole thing doesn't function anymore. Away with  Hardy, the fear-sack and so on.


The mother who has the ideal of a 17 year old sure again stalks the stalker back via talking about me. Both stalkers have my personality as subject. And the stalker again is too lazy to talk about me to her personal affairs-lawyer-boyfriend. they both did that for the last 20 years. the stalker went to hospital for a fortnight because of a borderline out of the states. that she was in love with a school-friend on his way to study medicine is something she never talked about again. she just solved herself by 'coupling'/ pimping me up to a LOVE PSYCHOSIS. (s. General psychology, introduction).